Stuck In The Middle

As most people who know me know already, my parents have been seperated since I was 4. In my younger years, it never really effected me because I wasent aware of what was going on. I figure, hey! I have both my parents so who cares! but matters have changed since then.

I am now in high school, and all the changes are pretty hard. I mean, the parental changes. having to go from one house to the next every wekk is pretty hard on a teen. Well, on me atleast. I've been thinking about the following for about 1 and half; choosing where I want to live, permanently.

While I do love both my parents equaly and no one else can ever take their place, they must have known that this descision of mine would have came eather sooner or later. I do realise it will be tough on them as for me, but they have to understand that its hard being the child of one parent one week, and then the other on the next.

My mind is still pretty jumbled from the idea. I guess I need more time ( as if a year and a half isnt enough yet. haha.)