Role Modeling.

It really sucks doesnt it ? Being the odlest I mean. Sure, I love being the Big Sister, getting to help out mom with the new baby, and keeping my siblings out of trouble. But, as we all know, theirs alot to live up to.

For example, Mom & Dad expect me to be the best. Best student, best child, best friend. But I cant always be the best. We all have our flaunts. And trust me, I dont let mine hide...

School has always been something I love. I love knowing that everyday I get just a lil bit closer to realizing my dreams. That everyday, my knowledge expands in diffrent ways. Yet, I cant seem to achive the marks I want. My parents always seem to bring me down, instead fo telling me "You did your best, and thats all I ask for". Sure, they say that every so often, but then they add "Your best isnt this", or something similar to that.

Point blank, being the role model is hard. But for all the oldest in the familys out there, good luck ! :D

--& Freedom.

Freedom is something that ever living person wants. It has become one of the few needs the human race desires the most. Freedom is not only a word, but a reward. It alows you to speek your mind, be who you want to be, and live your life . Freedom is supposed to be the best part of any stage in your life. For example, the first time your parents buy you a bike. It's a privilage, a gift, but also a responsability; freedom. Later on, you obtain the privilage of riding that bike off into the sunset, or atleast the end of the block. Freedom allows you to explore and find out who you are and who you want to be with. It allows you to find love, friendship, and happyness. So basicly, freedom is, everything.

staying up till 4 in the morning*

Hey everyone :) havent blogged in a while.. been hard fiding time, been busy with drama in my social life ;)

*kiss me through the phonee *

Well, let me give ya'll a lil update on the love life.. I am no longer single :) his name is Aaron and I love him so much :) He puts a smile on my face, with the occasional frown.. But then again, who doesnt ? haha. Basicly, hes a very sweet guy, with a kind heart, and a best friend who loves me...

Yeah, you heard it, Aarons best friend Greg likes me. Greg isnt the type of guy to go off and "steal" his best friends girlfriend, so to speak, but I guess im just special. haha. Point blank, is that we got to talking and he turns out to be diffrent. Yeah, yeah, that's what they all say, but he is actually different.
*no Dee, that is not how u spell this! that is not how u do that! Danielle!! you is YOU. AND remember your capitals!!; says Izzy*

So, if you all are not a bunch of half wits, then you've noticed that I do indeed have a small thing for Gregory. Yeah, i know. MY BF's BEST FRIEND! But as a wise and youthful women once told me : You can not help who your heart chooses. And I do believe that, with all my heart. However, for now I'm fulfilling my duty as to stay faithfull and loving toward Aaron, as I always have been. We will see how things unfold and just how the cookie crumbles. As for now, I bid you all goodnight leaving you one last piece of advice... : Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. So, always put your best foot forward and set up for the pitch.