As I mentioned in my previous post, i am in a relationship with Gregory. He is a very sweet guy who knows how to make me laugh, but also be serious in the proper times. He is not affraid to show his feelings and who he truely is. He has allowed me to open up to him and he has done the same for me. Although the distance, we still manage to send the oh so often IM and the daily late night phone calls. But latley , something has been bothering me...
Distance. It always seems to be a problem, no matter how hard we try. The distance truely does hurt. Every single second I am not with hiim, i feel empty, alone. I hate this feeling because sometimes I feel like I NEED him around. I used to think he was my "anti-drug", but now i am kinda thinking he IS that "drug".
Anyways, as far as the whole "love" thing goes, I'm putting my thoughts on that on hold. Time will tell if this is all ment to be. If yes, then its goiing to be an awesome journey. If no, well i'll cross that bridge when I get to it.
Well im off to bed, good night ! :D
Updating *
Hey ya'll,
UPDATES !
I think its a good time to update on everything. First off, Aaron and I arent together. Things werent working. But , we are good friends. We are pretty close.
I am with Gregory though. Saturday with make 1 month, exact. There are some petite problems, however. See, he lives in Boiestown, wich is about 90 minutes drive from my house. And so, its pretty hard to see each other. His father said that he would not drive him to Freddy, and my parents found it would be in there best interest to not drive me to Boiestown. Wich at this point, will lead me to the next post.
To continue, that pretty much sums up the love life. As for the friendship side to what composes my world, I find out who my real friends are. Amber remains my best friend, and Tanner is like my brother. Aaron is a super good friend and I can tell all these 3 just about anything. While there still are some hardships between some of us, we still remains the best of friends and we are just aiming to enjoi our summer. Infact, you all should be doiing that as well.
I'll leave you wishing you the best of the rest of summer. Enjoi every second and make every memory last ! :D
& Break Ups.
Break ups can be one of the worst experiances a person can live through. They cause pain to the heart, it causes some people to break down and just let go. But althought Break Ups are stereotyped as something very bad, it can also be good. Allow me to explain...
When you're with someone, it feels like nothing else matters. Every single time they are a round and they hold you in there arms, it can be the best feeling; a feeling of love and security and acceptence. As the rules go, everything comes to an end eventually. And that brings us to the break up part... When you break up, you can learn alot. After all the tears and the dozens of Ben & Jerrys ice cream cartons on the floor, you learn to accept the fact the relationship is over. You can look back on all the times youve spent with that significant other, and realize what went wrong. Regardless if it was your fault or his/hers, something clearly went wrong. Wich is what brings me to my point; Think about the relationship. Think of the good times and bad and see what was bad. Because in the end, you can improve your knowledge on what type of guy you want.
Small Tip : Second Chances are always good to give, but if you and someone had a very bad break up, no matter how much you love him/her, its not worth the risk to give them a second chance and get hurt. Learn to be sellfish and think about Y-O-U .
Point Blank ; learn to learn from a break up. Believe in yourself and that everything will be okay, because if we never go through breakups, we will never truely find "The One". Good things take time, so throw away that love watch and just sit back, relax, and live your lifee !
When you're with someone, it feels like nothing else matters. Every single time they are a round and they hold you in there arms, it can be the best feeling; a feeling of love and security and acceptence. As the rules go, everything comes to an end eventually. And that brings us to the break up part... When you break up, you can learn alot. After all the tears and the dozens of Ben & Jerrys ice cream cartons on the floor, you learn to accept the fact the relationship is over. You can look back on all the times youve spent with that significant other, and realize what went wrong. Regardless if it was your fault or his/hers, something clearly went wrong. Wich is what brings me to my point; Think about the relationship. Think of the good times and bad and see what was bad. Because in the end, you can improve your knowledge on what type of guy you want.
Small Tip : Second Chances are always good to give, but if you and someone had a very bad break up, no matter how much you love him/her, its not worth the risk to give them a second chance and get hurt. Learn to be sellfish and think about Y-O-U .
Point Blank ; learn to learn from a break up. Believe in yourself and that everything will be okay, because if we never go through breakups, we will never truely find "The One". Good things take time, so throw away that love watch and just sit back, relax, and live your lifee !
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