some say love is pure , some say love is kind,
some say love forgives and is blind.
some say love only happens once , that hurt is worth the while ,
but what happens when it leaves you in denial ?
some say love forgives and is blind.
some say love only happens once , that hurt is worth the while ,
but what happens when it leaves you in denial ?
You know , its never occurred to me why people say love can be the worst pain, and how you do crazy stupid things when your in love. As far as I knew , i didn't know a thing . I've never felt that pain , and I've never done anything out of the ordinary ( you know , my normal abnormality , that is (; ) . However, i believe it was because I have never really felt LOVE . Until now .
GTB , the cause.
Motive? Love .
COD ? love overdrive.
TOD? few weeks ago.
Motive? Love .
COD ? love overdrive.
TOD? few weeks ago.
GTB = boyfriend
COD = cause of death ( or devestation, since I'm breathing , )
TOD = time of death ( you know " " )
Point to the criminal lingo ? Ive felt the pain. Yep, me. Turns out i was totaly oblivious to what was going on. Turns out its okay to go to another girl and say you love them and you wanna do things with them ( you know ... ) . For a while I thought it was my fault , that I wasn't good enough, so he had to do that . But i realized , I'm not the one to blame . He is . She is . I had put my heart and soul into a relationship that was falling apart at the seams . But what can you do ? How many sorry's does it take to mend a broken heart; how many excuses does it take to make it all okay; how many lies does it take to push you off the edge? The answer ? I have no clue . I dont know how many sorry's it will take to put the pieces back together. I dont know how many excuses I'm willing to listen to. I dont know if I can take another lie, since im already hung out over the edge. What I need is for he to obtain a rope. A rope to wich he will be able to hoist me back over and out away form that edge. I am convinced he can do it , I'm just not quite sure how or when. For now, you ask , I am tightly holding on to the ledge. I mean after all , you get a pretty good view. As I gaze upon the scenery, I see my dreams, my fears, my hopes, my dreams, my everything. I got a clearer view of what I need. And that is happyness. I have found it, truely. Yet , it needs improvement. But I am strong. I know I can make it and hold on a while longer. I believe in who I am and what I do. Therefor, I know I will be happy with the people who surround me . He will change, progression is beginning. The heart is mending. The truth is revealing. The love is warming. The world isn't ending.
COD = cause of death ( or devestation, since I'm breathing , )
TOD = time of death ( you know " " )
Point to the criminal lingo ? Ive felt the pain. Yep, me. Turns out i was totaly oblivious to what was going on. Turns out its okay to go to another girl and say you love them and you wanna do things with them ( you know ... ) . For a while I thought it was my fault , that I wasn't good enough, so he had to do that . But i realized , I'm not the one to blame . He is . She is . I had put my heart and soul into a relationship that was falling apart at the seams . But what can you do ? How many sorry's does it take to mend a broken heart; how many excuses does it take to make it all okay; how many lies does it take to push you off the edge? The answer ? I have no clue . I dont know how many sorry's it will take to put the pieces back together. I dont know how many excuses I'm willing to listen to. I dont know if I can take another lie, since im already hung out over the edge. What I need is for he to obtain a rope. A rope to wich he will be able to hoist me back over and out away form that edge. I am convinced he can do it , I'm just not quite sure how or when. For now, you ask , I am tightly holding on to the ledge. I mean after all , you get a pretty good view. As I gaze upon the scenery, I see my dreams, my fears, my hopes, my dreams, my everything. I got a clearer view of what I need. And that is happyness. I have found it, truely. Yet , it needs improvement. But I am strong. I know I can make it and hold on a while longer. I believe in who I am and what I do. Therefor, I know I will be happy with the people who surround me . He will change, progression is beginning. The heart is mending. The truth is revealing. The love is warming. The world isn't ending.
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