Okay so remember in all my previous post how i kept stating how unlucky I am in love? Well im glad to say my world has turned compleatley !
Im not your typical 15 year old. Im not skinny, im not drop dead gorgeous. But their is more to me then meets the eye. My friends always have the habbit of telling me that im a very great friend. And that makes me feel alote more confident . And I've realised recently that I dont need all the guys that made me feel bad about myself in my life. If they cant accept me for who I am then screw them cause I deserve better then that. And thats what I got ..
See, I met this guy, Ryan. He truely is the nicest guy ive met. We can sometimes find ourselfs talking for hours on end about nothing at all. He makes me laugh, smile , and all around happy. To my surprise, I was doing the same for him.
Thats when he told me : " Dee, you are amazing. I love you for you. Not for what you look like ( considering the fact youre nine inches taller then me!), but for the amazing person you are. You make me smile and I love that. I love you."
Wow. I've never been told that. I was so happy. And the better part is no were going out. I love that I've found someone for me, FINALY!
I do hate to brag,believe me i do, BUT I LOVE THIS GUY! :)
Stuck In The Middle
As most people who know me know already, my parents have been seperated since I was 4. In my younger years, it never really effected me because I wasent aware of what was going on. I figure, hey! I have both my parents so who cares! but matters have changed since then.
I am now in high school, and all the changes are pretty hard. I mean, the parental changes. having to go from one house to the next every wekk is pretty hard on a teen. Well, on me atleast. I've been thinking about the following for about 1 and half; choosing where I want to live, permanently.
While I do love both my parents equaly and no one else can ever take their place, they must have known that this descision of mine would have came eather sooner or later. I do realise it will be tough on them as for me, but they have to understand that its hard being the child of one parent one week, and then the other on the next.
My mind is still pretty jumbled from the idea. I guess I need more time ( as if a year and a half isnt enough yet. haha.)
I am now in high school, and all the changes are pretty hard. I mean, the parental changes. having to go from one house to the next every wekk is pretty hard on a teen. Well, on me atleast. I've been thinking about the following for about 1 and half; choosing where I want to live, permanently.
While I do love both my parents equaly and no one else can ever take their place, they must have known that this descision of mine would have came eather sooner or later. I do realise it will be tough on them as for me, but they have to understand that its hard being the child of one parent one week, and then the other on the next.
My mind is still pretty jumbled from the idea. I guess I need more time ( as if a year and a half isnt enough yet. haha.)
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